(wo)manly aspirations

 Everything’s postmodern nowadays. Which can be seen as more honest since we are all a bundle of contradictions, ourselves and our creations. Myself as my creation escapes paradox by being about the culmination of contradictory selves and narratives into the current moment where the`I’ may be taken to reside.  There has been pressure to admit a girly self. I resisted this for a while mainly because I took myself to be more masculine in the abstract than I could ever be girly. I thought that my masculinity excluded my femininity on pain of paradox. (This is, I suspect, how many tomboys feel.) But, now that I’ve become postmodern and have embraced my contradictions I can be geeky and look good too! In fact, I’ll go one step further and be more honest. It’s not about looking girly. I’ve looked girly all my life. This is what you get for having big boobs and ass, and a tiny waist and a pretty face adorned with perfect curls. But, I always took my sex to be an unfortunate accident and thought the superficial evidence purporting to show I was girly, funny. But. And I’ll say this pretty quick. I wantolook nice. This is taking comedy one step further.For I am a very masculine ultra feminine person.  And to anticipate the turn this  blog is taking, I am a spiritual analytical philosopher. (love the fake guru ring to it.)